Wondering…

Sometimes I wonder:

If the situation stayed
And I were replaced by her

Would you react the same?

Separation

Separation –

The prospectus of you being elsewhere

Takes a toll onto me

I sacrifice my being, mourning

Do you witness this, God?

This love, attachment

I inflict pain onto myself

Breaking to pieces

And cater to the wounds of soul,

Myself!

I try forgetting the ordeal

The love, separation, pain

I forget the whole world in turn

But forgetting you takes an eternity

Oh! I had forgotten my own self

Who woke me back to reality

Who broke my mad dream?

I supplicate the insomniac nights,

Your longevity, our love

You learned your powers on life, on me

I quit the whole world for you …

My ordeal made the gardens lament

” Where’s your companion

Why do you traverse the path alone”

Even the autumn breeze consoled

My misery broke even the destroyer!

Now I live in this abyss

Gloom and sorrow, my days

I keep searching for solace

I keep searching for you!